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Name: Mizumi
Location: Hawaii, United States
Birthday: 3/17/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Drawing, singing, listening to music, reading japanese or english manga, playing video games (rarely) and chilling with my friends.
Expertise: I love to draw. Specifically anime. I like to sing (even if I don't sound good). But I'm not an expert on them. Anything else about me, you'll have to ask personally.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/8/2003
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| Eureka~! I finally understand things that I've kept avoiding. It's funny what a little mellow state can do for you. You're open and recpective to things you don't want to hear. I just feel relieved really. Long story. But yeah, it's been a long day, and an even longer session with school. Things are gonna be smoother now, I can tell.
Gomen, buddy boy for expecting so much...I really didn't realize that I was doing that. But getting to know you, has opened up more confidence into doing the things I love. And I thank you for all that you've done. Arigatou gozaimashita. By the way, if you are really reading this, I still owe you a sample of my cooking.
NEways, I'm gonna enjoy the rest of this Saturday night. Take care minna. Later days. ^_~* | | |
| Whoa, where have I been the past few months. To be honest, things have really gotten busy lately. I've started summer school at UH. Just for the summer everyone. Then I kinda plan to go to KCC for the fall...provided I get that app filled and sent.
Yeah, what can I say, it's mainly...Work...School...and road time that eats away my life. Not to mention that my manager is an utter genius. (I'm so gonna die next week...I LOVE INVENTORY) NEways, yeah, being at UH is really interesting. But sometimes I can't help but feel that sense of coldness from people...guess I don't stick my neck out enough, right?
Well, I hope to fill out an app to Sam's Club so I can work there. I need out bad, the timing at Marukai kills when you think you're manager isn't that mindful of her workers. And for any of you who do shop at our little 99cent store, please take care of it. It was actually yesterday that I came across a customer who really understood. It was kinda awesome that some people understand...but really, come on, our store isn't your house...so please take care of it.
Meh, enough ranting on that subject. Lemme see what else I've been up to...Oh yes, I've made quite a number of new friends. They're all really cool. (Although I've lost contact with one *cough cough, I know you're out there reading this too*) But I need some time to do studying and break time. Oh my, lets not even go there...sleep deprivation is really bad. One of my new friends said that I keep myself really composed even though I'm tired.  Please...NEways, before I zonk out on the library comp, I better fly or else I ain't gonna make it.
Later days. ^_~* | | |
| Wow, it's been a long time since I updated. Well, today being a little special, I decided to update. ^__^
What can I say? I'm finally 20. Besides being St. Patty's Day, it's also my b-day. Hehe, fun fun.
Today I worked, was too bad really. I think it went pretty well till I started thinking about my meeting after work that I needed to go to. Heh, almost forgot what day it was when I was writing something on the customer's card. She was nice enough to wish me a Happy Birthday. Even my bro's girlfriend wished me a happy b-day. I didn't even tell her, which is really awesome.
The meeting went better than I thought and went by pretty fast considering. I came home and had dinner. Open some b-day cards and am currently relaxing. I wanted to go out tonight and celebrate, but it's cool. After working, relaxing is real nice. My parents got me a Coldstone cake, which was pretty good. ^__^ Hope I can have fun tomorrow.
NEways, I better rap this up and take a shower. Work is always interesting. Later days. ^__~* | | |
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Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve been here. I mean, I always jus come breezing by, but I never had the chance to leave any updates. I’m terrible, yeah?
Neways, things have been goin kinda nuts on my end. Oh don’t worry, but physical life is stable. Got a job…too bad the hours drive me nuts. Don’t get me wrong, I love the job. I’ve met so many people, and seen so many of the friends I’ve made over the years. Some remember me, some don’t. It keeps me busy, and sometimes pushes me to find a new potential. Either that or I’ve forgotten what my potential is.
On the flip side, my life is an emotional rollercoaster. I never knew I was so good at acting. Damn Yuna, why’d I have to admire her ability to smile no matter the occasion. Huh, go figure, I’m kinda like that myself. I wear that happy mask pretty well. Can’t even hold an angered expression. Sad ain’t it? But yeah, I know I’ve been blessed a lot since…well…I’ve made some confessions, and frankly, being asked to correct some aspects is rather tough. I’m a pretty determined person. But lately, because of this whole confession deal, it’s literally torn me in two. One part of me wants to correct this, yet the other wants it to stay the way things are. I guess that’s why some people are afraid of change. Especially when it’s life altering.
Well, it’s settled. I’m not goin church today. I know it’s a decision I’m going to regret. But I really need to think things out without interruptions. It’s really sad to say that Sundays are my only days I have a chance to reflect.
At this point, I really miss having friends around. Jus someone to talk to. Better someone who knows me all to well to know that something’s eating at me. But after this blunt explanation, don’t go asking me what’s wrong or giving me pity. Seriously, this is something I do have to work out on my own. Jus being there for me is enough really. If you’re psychic, that’d be great to. :P Jus don’t broadcast my thoughts or I’ll throttle u from here to the moon.
Getting back on track, yeah. I won’t be going on my mission anytime soon. I’m not ready. It’s as simple as that. I do plan to go back to school tho. I kinda wonder sometimes what life would be like if…okay…don’t daydream like that. Bad bad bad bad bad. OK. Sorry, I’m already starting to reflect without finishing up. Well, I think you all had enough of being updated for one session. But hey peeps, give me a call if you know my number, I’d so love to hear from you. People hardly talk now days, and they wonder why they’re BFs drift apart. Meh, now I’m beginning to sound angsty. I better go and do my reflecting. Later days. | | |
| Whoa, where have I been lately? It's been sooooo long since I've been here. I guess most of you were wonderin if I fell off the face of the planet or something, right?
NEways, life has jus been busy. Work, work, work. That's all my life really consists of. Kinda sad ain't it. At least it pays for my mission. I know most of you all are wonderin "when are you going?" All in due time kiddies.
Meanwhile, I'm the victim of my brother's driving practice. But hey, I was there once, where my dad was sitting, when I was doing the same thing. So, I give hime some credit.
Today, all but an eventful day thus far. I jus did some unintentional shopping, so now I have to the rest of my day cut out for me. Yay for painting. NEways. I better rocket. Those signs aren't gonna make themselves. Mata ne. | | |
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